Nearing the End

35 Weeks 5days

35 weeks and 5 days. We are getting close to the “end”. Saturday, (by the pregnancy calendars), I’ll be 9 months pregnant, and will have yet one more month to go. BabyK will be technically “full term” on the 16th… which there is a full moon on the 15th, so we may have a baby in the middle of this month, or he may hold out a little longer. My next OB appointment is on the 14th, so I guess we’ll see if the moon’s increasing gravitational pull is having any affect on him!

BabyK is still rolling and squirming at times, and even has his own pattern going. He stretches in the mornings, pushing his butt up into my ribs and his hands into my lower side. Then his feet go pushing my upper side under my rib cage out. Then he’ll squirm a little more and he’s still again. He’s not as active during the day as he used to be, but when I’m at home at night in my recliner, he rolls and twists and does whatever acrobatics his little small room will allow him to do. I love feeling him move, but boy! Being short-waisted also makes it a bit more uncomfortable since when he moves, he doesn’t really have far to be able to move or stretch up and down. If I could, I would grow two or three inches to give him some room, but I know that’s not possible. It would be nice though!

Things are getting uncomfortable. I feel like a huge watermelon myself, not just the belly. My feet and ankles (and sometimes, hands) resemble something out of a fun mirror house where things are made to look either super skinny or really fat…. mine being the really fat one. There’s no shape to them at all… just two big balls of water with little tiiiiny appendages that I used to call toes not too many weeks ago. And while it seems gross, and it is but I’m kinda weird this way, if I press on my foot (that is when I can reach it), a huge dimple stays there for a while. It’s kinda cool looking but horrifying at the same time… “Is my foot really that swollen that I can press a 1/2 inch dimple into it?? Wow!”.

Infusion sites are starting to react weird. Not sure why, but really are hit and miss now. The ones that are misses, are ones where I can place it, do a bolus, and it will leak. I’m wondering if I’m swelling that much that it’s affecting them. I’ve even resorted to not only utilizing the slow-delivery function on my pump, but also doing a combo bolus for every single bolus that will deliver the insulin over 0.1hrs (I’m assuming that means it will take 6 minutes to deliver? 1/10 of an hour…? Right?) to see if it will help. So far, it has.

The Guardian gave me my first really-off reading this morning. It said I was holding steady in the 90s, but when I checked, my actual bg was 235 (stupid Hardees breakfast!). Now, I have had this “off”ness with the Dexcom, so I’m not saying it’s a bad system. Then again, what bg monitoring system is a perfect one? NONE. My thing is if you don’t expect perfection, you’re not going to be as disappointed, and you actually appreciate and rejoice more when things do work out to be just the way it should be. Crazy, I know, but that’s been my way of thinking almost my whole life. I get too stressed and depressed otherwise.

I know that we are nearing the end of this pregnancy, and while it will be a relief to not be on as much insulin, I am starting to worry about how things will go after he comes. As with this whole pregnancy, my diabetes has been a whole new ballgame. Diabetes is a baby itself… one that never grows up. I know countless numbers of you out there have been down this road before, and that gives me some peace of mind. So, while I am so ready for this pregnancy to be over in terms of I really want to hold him and hug him and kiss him and all that stuff, I’m also not wanting it to be over because I’ve finally gotten comfortable with knowing what pregnancy does to me as a diabetic and knowing how to handle certain situations. But as with everything in the diabetes world, nothing is constant. Nothing is easy. It always changes – pregnant or not. And rolling with the punches one day at a time is the only way you can do it and stay sane.

Guardianed

GUARDIAN setupI have jumped ship from the Dexcom world to the Minimed one.

After doing my trial run with the Minimed Guardian, I have to say that even though it does have it’s drawbacks (slightly bigger size, inability to be calibrated during rate of change), I did like the system… a lot. So we went ahead with insurance approval and I am now the proud owner of the Guardian system. I do still have my Dexcom system available to me, but strictly for backup purposes.

GUARDIAN setupThe system came via UPS yesterday and I was set up and trained yesterday afternoon (I love my endo’s office!). While it is very easy to set up, the most difficult part was just finding a place for insertion. I can’t use my belly (obviously not a good choice at 8 1/2 months preggo), and I can’t twist around to put it in my lower-back/lovehandle area, so we put it on my side. It may not be the best place as far as sleeping, but it does work there with no issue. One restriction that Dexcom has and Minimed doesn’t with placement is the direction of placement. I have read the owner’s manual and I can’t find where it matters which direction the sensor is injected in, just as long as it’s not within 2 inches of a pump site and 3 inches of a manual injection site, whereas Dexcom, you have to place it (or you’re supposed to place it) horizontally… which can make for a weird insertion in the arm.

Another thing I liked with their system is my skin doesn’t react the way it does to Dexcom. I usually have a rash coming up by the end of the week now with Dexcom, and I didn’t have that issue with the guardian.

When I went for training, it was a little more involved than the Dexcom, but that’s because it has more features. Things like the predictive alerts and area under the curve (AUC) were explained to me, as well as how to use the Guardian system as a logbook for pumpers or pen users. My endo’s nurse even gave me an UltraLink meter that can wirelessly send my bg to the Guardian for calibration if I wanted to try that as well (which I did, very neat!).

My next thing will be purchasing a supply bag/case. While this doesn’t require you to carry anything but the monitor with you, I’d still like to keep a small backup kit with me with sensors, inserter, and transmitter tester and charger inside along with extra pump sites, batteries, glucose tabs and strips… you know, all that stuff you’re supposed to keep with you anyway. I never did before, but seeing as how I’m going to be a busy mom soon, I’m sure it will be nice to have one place to have everything with me for a quick change out if needed without having to worry about where all my stuff is. (It’s kinda sad that my purse will probably be the size of my kid’s diaper bag by the time I’m done.)

I can’t wait to be able to upload and view my reports from the first sensor. Even though my Ping pump keeps everything logged for me, I’m using the logging function in the Guardian as well to keep a log that will upload with the CGM report and give a full, comprehensive view of what’s going on. I’ll share that with you guys next week.

Switch in Progress

Comparison 6/28 4pmToday, I had to return the Minimed Guardian back to the endo’s office for the rep to pick up. Since using it, I’ve been going over and over in my head of the pros and cons of the system, and making the decision of whether or not to go with it. After much thought, I did decide to try to get insurance approval, so we are currently waiting on the doctor’s signature on the form and then it’s on to insurance.

Some of you (@jessmeandd !) have probably been wondering why I would make the switch from Dexcom to Minimed. Well, my Dexcom is starting to go whacky with the numbers. Sometimes its ok, but others, not at all. And to be honest, the calibrations to get it back in line were becoming more of a hassle than anything, and every time I call customer support, they blame it on me, not the receiver. They would tell me I’m going out of range too much and that my calibrations were done when it was out of range… NOT so. It can be sitting beside me, well within range, and lose signal. And calibrating? I know that I cannot calibrate while it is out of range, so if it says its out of range, I ALWAYS wait until its back in range and then a little longer and THEN I calibrate. One rep even told me that it must be because I’m calibrating in that 5 minutes between sensor readings! I’m sorry, but how on earth am I supposed to time my calibration to take place at the same time it’s getting a sensor reading?? And with it being out of warranty now since September (the unit is 21 months old – that’s a lot longer than most get out of their systems!), I don’t really see where I should have to prove to them so much that the lost data is not my fault if the darn thing is sitting beside me. But that’s a rant for another day.

Another reason is because I have a year and a half left on my insulin pump warranty. Granted, I know that Animas is trying to get FDA approval here in the US for the Vibe pump+CGM system, but (1) we don’t know for sure that they will and (2) we don’t know when that will be. So, I wanted to see my options. Since both the Dexcom and the Guardian both have a year’s warranty on them, and my insurance allows for upgrades/replacements after warranty has run out (provided that it is still a medical necessity), I thought I would try the Guardian CGM system to see how I liked it and if it would be something I’d be okay with if I were to choose to go with the MM Revel when pump upgrade time comes.

So, if you’re wondering my pros and cons of the system, here they are:

Pros:

Multiple times for bg ranges. Unlike the Dexcom where you set one minimum and one maximum for the 24 hrs, you can choose to have different min/max bg ranges throughout the day when you need them.

Predictive Alerts: While the Dexcom does allow you to set a low range that is above the minimum 55 alarm, it doesn’t have a way to guess and alert you that you are probably going to be low within 30 minutes (or whatever time you set) like the Guardian. Once you hit the number, it alarms. With the Guardian, whether you are falling fast or “coasting” low, if it thinks you’ll be low within that time you set, it will alarm. And trust me… it does.

BG history:  You can scroll backwards on the graph to see what it calculated the BG reading at as far back as you’d like. So, say you’re 80 now, but you want to know what it said 30 minutes ago… or an hour before… you can scroll down to go backwards and it will show you the number that you were.

BG Average: You can actually go into the menu and find out what your BG history average has been over time for one or several days. I LOOOOVED seeing that!

Better tracking for no-pumpers: For those of you who like to take pump breaks, you can use the Guardian’s “capture” feature to put in BG values (with or without using them for calibration), food, insulin (long acting or short acting – unlike the Dexcom), and that all that good stuff.

Memory: Unlike the Dexcom, if you walk away from the receiver or if it loses signal, as long as you’re back within range within a maximum 40 minutes (set in the settings), the transmitter keeps a “memory” of your BGs and transmits them to the receiver when you’re back in range! The Dexcom? Walk away for more than 5 minutes and you start losing data. So, you can take a shower and leave the MM receiver in your bedroom and come back (unless you like the ultra long, hot showers) and all the data it “missed” will be transmitted for you to see!

No Contraindications: YOU CAN TAKE TYLENOL WITH THIS!!!!! Sorry, Dexcom… I really wish you didn’t have that drawback. Would have been nice during the first part of my pregnancy to not have to worry about acetaminophen being in something I took for a headache since it’s the only drug WIDELY approved for preggos and headaches throughout the entire pregnancy.

Sensor Auto-injector: You can use the “harpoon” (Thanks, Martin! {@woodonwheels}) to inject the sensor. So I know that when it pops it in, it’s going to go in right. I’m always afraid of doing the Dexcom sensor because I manually have to push it in, and sometimes, the sensor ends up not going in right. I’m not one who can suck it up and manually push a needle in me fast. Never have been, never will be.

 

Cons:

Accuracy Lag: Now, before you think “why on earth is she going to try to get a CGM that’s not accurate??”, here’s what I mean. Where the Dexcom would catch a rising BG almost immediately, the Guardian seemed to have about 20 minutes lag time before realizing I was going high. But it would catch up and would most of the time be more accurate than my Dexcom. The only time I had a problem was when it thought I was going high, but it went above what I really was… but it straightened itself back out with no problem.

Calibration:  Having to make sure your bg is steady to calibrate could be a pain, but if you’re someone who wants the number to be almost exactly what your meter says, then this CGM… well, any CGM, is not for you. As long as you keep an open mind that it’s allowed to be 20% off, then it’s okay. But if it’s more than that, making sure that your meter is showing tests that you’re not rising then using them to calibrate is fine. I don’t like that you can’t calibrate if you’re trending up or down – like you can with the Dexcom – but I did notice that if you calibrate when they suggest (Fasting BG, before meals as long as the prior meal was more than 2 hours before), that it did stay relatively accurate.

Same-Side-Syndrome: You do have to keep the Guardian on the same side of you as the sensor… it does lose signal if you clip it on the opposite side of you. Unlike the Dexcom that really doesn’t care. But really, that’s just an inconvenience sometimes, its not THAT big of a deal.

Shorter Sensor Life: The Guardian is only approved for 3 day wear – Dexcom is 7.. BUT that’s okay with me because to be honest… by the third day on the Dex, my skin is so itchy that I’m fighting to keep it in. It would be nice to be able to take it out and not worry about it a rash popping up by the end of the week.

 

So, all that being said, I am hoping to hear something very soon from the insurance lady at MM saying that everything has been approved and it’s being shipped. But until then, I’m keeping my fingers and very swollen toes crossed that it will be.

Guardian VS Seven+

Yesterday, I was set up on the Minimed Guardian CGM at my endo’s office after I had asked for a trial run. 

Insertion of the sensor was nothing like I thought it would be after watching some videos on YouTube. It was similar to just using the Inset set that I use with my Animas pump. As a matter of fact, the harpoon (as my friend Martin calls it) and it’s spring-loaded fast insertion was, in my opinion, preferable to the Dexcom’s  manual push insertion. Of course, we could have just put it in a good spot and it wasn’t so bad, but I can only speak from yesterday’s experience.

Getting it started up was easy.. just like the Dexcom. You have the two hour wait then calibrate. The only difference is that with Dexcom, as soon as you put in the two starter readings, you have feedback right there. With the Guardian, you only put in one reading and it calibrates within 10-15 minutes. That part is kind of annoying, but otherwise not THAT big of an issue. I’d rather have that than the Navigator’s 10-12 hour startup period.

The rep told me that I could calibrate any time the reading was level and that it would give the best results after the first three readings. So, I thought I’d be smart and calibrate every two hours instead of the two, six, and 12 hour recommended “first” calibrations. Shortly after I did the second one, I got a calibration error. So, being a user of the Dexcom, I was going to wait 5 minutes and plug in another one. Wrong. I got another calibration error and was told to replace the sensor. Yeah, right! I only had that one sensor and I felt like it had to be something I screwed up (seriously, leave it to me to royally mess something up!), so I called the rep who put me in touch with the local patient care rep. She called me and walked me back through setting up the same sensor just to restart it and start over. After starting over, the sensor seemed to work just fine and I did the calibrations at the times she told me to do them. She said what could have happened was that since I was trying too hard to keep a steady line for calibrations by not eating, my glucose was too low to get a good average throughout the afternoon. And go figure, it seemed to be true.

Since then, I have been watching and comparing it with my Dexcom, and it’s been pretty well on target, both staying within the 20% guidelines required, with a couple of really off numbers. I have started a flickr set and I’m taking pictures and posting them there throughout these next few days if you want to keep up with how they are comparing.

I have already decided though, that even though I love my Dexcom system, it is starting to fail (losing signal even within range, whacko readings, etc) and IF (and that’s a big IF) the Guardian system works out, I may switch over to them. I still have a year and a half left on my pump warranty, and with the CGMs only having a year warranty, I’m sure that I’ll be able to come back to Dexcom when they have the Animas Vibe here in the US.

Why would I consider switching? Because, if it works, I have more options:

1. I can take a pump break and track things in the CGM rather than in a logbook. And yes, I know Dexcom does allow some tracking, but not as much as the Guardian offers.

2. I can take tylenol and not worry about it messing with my sensor.

3. I’ll have predictive alerts. And after those worked pretty well last night in my sleep, I was able to catch a low before I got too low. Granted, you can set a low alarm on the Dexcom above the minimum 55mg/dl, but I do like that with the Guardian, I can set a time (say, 30 minutes) that it thinks I’ll be low. Yeah, I may be 82 now, but it may “sense” that I’ll be below 65 within 30 minutes and I need to do something about it now. I like that.

4. No special charger for the receiver… just a standard battery. And the charger for the transmitter is portable. In other words, no special plugs to keep up with! That’s a plus in my book!

Now granted, these are nice things, but if the accuracy isn’t there, it’s not going to do me any good. So, I’m hoping this trial period proves to be a success, but if not, that’s ok. I’ll just look into getting my Dexcom replaced.

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